Eraku mo nai shi, rippo demo nai, wakatteru no wa mune no doki doki

We learn in health that one of the steps towards a strong relationship is the acceptance of the others problems, of the others life. For every major relationship in my life, be it Megan or just friends, I have passed this step. Well, all except for one I should say. A couple of years ago my major flaws started to come through and implant themselves in my mind, and its been a fight ever since to A) fix them, or B) accept them. Lets just say that I repeatedly try A and always fail. Whatever, its my problem and not yours, so ill stop ranting.

Caroline's party was fun. Spoons was an interesting game to play, and sitting around the fire in a massive bonding-like situation was awesome. And the cake, OHHHH THE CAKE! I could write a ten page essay on the cake. It was delicious, melt-in-your-mouth, butter cake; it was the wind ensemble of cakes. Even though she wont read this, at least I dont think so; Im sorry for not having your present for you at the party. It is extremely difficult finding a garden gnome in the middle of fall.

So, speaking of WE, I have some information for you all. The band was on live TV for the marching show. Jenny, Ben, and myself all got closeups, along with Kat Youngel (spl?) and her high-fives while marching onto the field. The sad part is Ian's lack of recognition. Ian is about the only one who actually care enough to have the game taped and he didnt even get a close up! That must be changed! Ohh, and another thanks to Ian for keeping the front ensemble up to tempo, I imagine it would hurt all those players neck's to constantly look upwards.

In case you are wondering about the title of this entry, its Japanese *gasp*. Case Closed is a anime I used to watch, and am now starting to watch (and read) again. That line is from the entry music and in English reads, "Im not eminent, Im not prominent either, all i know is the beating of my heart." The song is kinda random in a way. It takes different, revealing, and informative comments and puts them right next to each other. How can one complain, it sounds good!